Throughout the years, we have learned to make excuses for avoiding crucial decisions.

Yes, time is the answer to process sorrow and grief. Yes, it is irresponsible to let time decide for us.

Going with the flow is equivalent to powerlessness.

Choosing action now means avoiding regrets of missing out or not doing enough in the future.

“I fought for it.”

“I went for it.”

“I did my best for it.”

“I didn’t give up on it.”

…These statements are more powerful than whispering sighingly,

“Only if I could. I wish I could…”

I choose not to be a dead fish, which either sinks or goes with the flow.

A controversial inner world is intertwined with another conflict I’ve always faced:

my boiling blood can’t stand the coldness of my bones…